12.11.12

My sis jus told me that this person she likes cannot accept that we are this close. What should be a normal person's reaction? How should my reaction be like? My sis can give me all the reassurance, but I tink it's gonna be hard on my poor sis. What kind of person will demand such atrocious request? Its like tellin ur someone that i cannot be with you if you still have a pair of parents..cos i have bad experience with in laws.. Or like I cannot stand dog, so pls send ah boi to SPCA if you wana be with me?! Shouldnt love be i love you, n i will love who u love.. 爱屋及乌? Before we know each other, we alr dislike each other. The feelin is mutual i guess..I'll make myself scarce. I dont wana my sis to give me the feelin that I'm a hindrance to her anymore.. I dun wana have that same kind of terrible feelin i had years back..that i'm unwanted by her..that she does not need me in her life to share her joy..I have had enough.I 'm too old for all these over again. This person jus reminded me of Yvo.. I'm incomparable to a person whom she knows for only a few months..irony~
Hope this person will treat my sis gd. My sis will still be my dearest mimi lim regardless wat happen, no matter how she treats me. N i love her so.

9.11.12

I'm unhappy.. I dunno wat to do..

Thoughts on 6.11.12

I thought to myself 

I'm unhappy cos I expected too much

I've over estimated myself 

It's all me n my feeling that I causing all these sadness n unpleasantness 

She is not responsible for it

Rather she has done her best to protect me (I'm glad n grateful)

I'll do my best too to protect her n let her be happy 

I'll still wait for her to tell me abt it 

She will talk to me when ready.. 

相信你只是怕伤害我，不是骗我

很爱过谁会舍得

把我的梦摇醒了，宣布幸福不会来了

用心酸微笑去原谅了，也翻Y越过

有昨天还是好的

但明天是自己的

开始懂了

快乐是选择

U

Y?

Impromptu Bkk Trip Oct 12

Jus came back from BKK again!
This time round we went with Mary Grace Umali..haha.
Its a new experience though going to the same place..guess with different company.
The whole trip was an impromptu decision. We decided/plan for awhile and decided to book tix only on tuesday and the same week - Sat, we took off! whew~~ nice~~!
Din do much of shopping as compared to the last trip we went together in Mar 12..*jus the 2 of us*
But overall, still spent quite abit..cos of the expensive air tix (we flew by SQ!!) and expensive Hotel stay at Eastin Makkasan. :)
Unfortuanately i fell sick, got food poisoning on my last day of the trip..threw up a few times and had realli bad diarrhoea..never had such experience ever since the Clorets incident..that time my mama had to carry me to see Dr Wu for injection..this time round im lucky i have Mimi Mother Lim who looked after me..
Spolier still cos because of me, we din do much last min shopping on the day we were flying back SG..
Anyway, i'm looking forward to maybe a short getaway in Dec again and our trips in 2013!
We will be going to maybe US. Paris. or even Korea and Taipei next year! Yippee!! I better save enough to go to all these places..I must not be such a spendthrift anymore..

I think i don't like what im doing..can i change job?
I need a job which i like and can earn gd money..please let me find u...

I've got strange kind of feeling recently..i wonder what is in stall for me..
I hope only good things..bad things pls go away..

I hope for the wellbeing of everyone around me..pls be happy and healthy always. N of course, i wana be Happy and Healthy too.

放不下，又迮样？

为和要懂得放下？迮么原因一定要放下呢？

Year 2012

Happy Belated 2012!

Its better late then never..haha

I started off 2012 (CNY) with a super hyper and happy mood.hehe

Alot of changes is expected this year for min sis and myself..

I bought (almost 80%) of a make up kit for her! yea! Min sis is finally putting on make up to work and is doing very well!

She received a very GOOD respond on her new style.!!

ops..i forgot to say, she has left Anixter for the new RS! as a team supervisor!

RS is just located at IBP, near where i'm stayin! heheh..

but a pity though its so near my place, we see lesser of each other.

Nothin surprising, work in RS is always so tedious..n she should give her best to perform within this year! i'll give her my full support! My min sis can do it de!

People management, thats what her forte is.No worries Min Sis! Jia you..u can do it de! believe in yourself!

The start is always tougher, perservance and you will start to reap what you sow!

As for myself, i jotted down a list last year Nov 11 for 2012.Lets see what have i accomplished so far-:

Wishlist for next year (2012):

1/ travel to places we never go before - Went Bali (Nov 2011), Bangkok (Feb 2012), HK (April 2012)

2/ get the best present for fren to celebrate her big 3 bdae~ .. :D *save save save up!!** (actually thought of giving Min Sis a different bdae, eg loan a 2door car, book MBS/RWS hotel and have fun for the day as tourist but since we gg HK, we shall have the celebration there!) - should be getting a LV bag for her work and if money allows for more, a name card holder to go along! heheh

3/ do lazik - still considering cos my degree have not stablise..

4/ do braces - Dr Mavis suggested that i do only if i have extra money time..if not, no need for it.

5/ rebond / perm hair? - rebonded my hair last year in Oct 11, not sure if i will have the courage to perm my hair..haha

6/ fren will be happy when with me - She should be happy with me for the time being, heheh..hope i dun irritate her or make her angry. :P

7/ good health to my parents, myself, my sis, bro and fren - i'm praying for their good health and well being everyday, added Min sis into my list too!

8/ promoted or progression to doing sales in Gaven's team - no promotion, but am happy that i got a rating 2 for 2011 GPM! should be moving over to Gaven's team in april as BDM..excited yet scared that i wont be able to perform.I must stay focus and determined.

Oh ya..accomplised something that i'm so proud of myself!

We (shue, yapi, min sis and myself) completed a 30KM night cycling event! within 2hrs! (to be exact, i have timed, its 1hr n 50mins) heheh :D

I wouldnt have done it without min sis there to look out for me and encouraging me! shes a motivator by nature, thus i have full confidence she will do extremely well in her new role now!

Thats all for myself!

Am happy at the moment, except that work turns for a worse. I need to support 8-9 RMs now?! m sure the BDM position came along w a purpose..i will take whatever comes along and decide.

Come what may..

Jeppy has been promoted to AVP..:\ how can that be possible right?! i mentioned before that if she got promoted with that kind of work performance, i would leave. However, since there is a BDM position for me,i will try that out 1st.I'm hoping everything will turn out well! for Min sis and myself!

Jia you

M actually hoping that Ber will be able to help her..pray that Ber has a broader mind, aids her in her career progression.If cant help, at least don't be a hinder.
Praying and hoping that Mama, Papa and everyone in my family has good health, stay safe and happy.

Hoping that work goes smoothly, the way we want it.

Hoping and praying for world peace..Thanks!