21.11.12

Im beginning to have better appetite..but dunno izit i cannot eat too much still. Everytime after i ate slightly more, i feel discomfort in my tummy n even LS today.
I finally went lunch w my min sis today after so long..together w Sasa. M happy to see them both and lunch w them.. Sasa told min sis that im always so happy. Min sis said thats cos Sasa has not seen me when im sad.. Y wld i wana let others know im sad? I oso wana protect..i dun wish pple to probe..cos i know if they do, i cannot hold back my tears.. n this will lead to more n more probing which i do not wish to. This is my only way to protect myself, and my min sis.. Im not happy, but wat can i do? I dun even wan min sis to know im not happy..i wan her to ease her mind off me, so that she can conc on the stuffs she wana do. Work, n that person, n family n many other stuffs. Her world does not revolve round me only..i understand.
After the dream, i started to set lesser expectations..i realised expectations are what gives you the most disappointments.. Im not happy, im not. But wat can i do? Life goes on..nobody will die from sadness..
Min sis asked me y i can be gd fren w Ber. I dunno cos i hv never thought if it.. I tink it jus came naturally.. But after pondering for awhile, i realised its cos of Min sis..who else?
She set the stage well for us to know each other, n we have gd impressions of each other..We spent time w each other, take care of each other, travel cum shopping mates for years n share gossips like any other girl friends will do.. We meet each other almost every week..I like bernice cos i tink she is worthy of my frenship. Though she has alot of flaws, but who does not? I see her sincerity..most impt, sometimes from her, i find the things that im lacking, even the feeling (sad n happy) that im feeling when im w Min sis. Im always grateful to those who appeared in my life, lend a helping hand lifting me up during my dull days.. I'll rem them for life.. (the gd kind) Most imptly, I see her treating min sis w a sincere heart before..at least thats what i feel.
But im curious, did min sis tell her the same thing abt our history like she told that person now? If yes, i tink Ber has got a really open heart, willing to accept. If no, thats the way to begin w since its all history,Y bring it up?
Im happy for Ber that she has found her love n had a family of her own now.. :) fr the bottom of my heart..
Same goes for my Min sis..i sincerely hope she will be happy w what she has now.. n feel loved.
Its time for me to do the same, n i hope i get the same blessings from my dearest frens too..

Year 2012

Happy Belated 2012!

Its better late then never..haha

I started off 2012 (CNY) with a super hyper and happy mood.hehe

Alot of changes is expected this year for min sis and myself..

I bought (almost 80%) of a make up kit for her! yea! Min sis is finally putting on make up to work and is doing very well!

She received a very GOOD respond on her new style.!!

ops..i forgot to say, she has left Anixter for the new RS! as a team supervisor!

RS is just located at IBP, near where i'm stayin! heheh..

but a pity though its so near my place, we see lesser of each other.

Nothin surprising, work in RS is always so tedious..n she should give her best to perform within this year! i'll give her my full support! My min sis can do it de!

People management, thats what her forte is.No worries Min Sis! Jia you..u can do it de! believe in yourself!

The start is always tougher, perservance and you will start to reap what you sow!

As for myself, i jotted down a list last year Nov 11 for 2012.Lets see what have i accomplished so far-:

Wishlist for next year (2012):

1/ travel to places we never go before - Went Bali (Nov 2011), Bangkok (Feb 2012), HK (April 2012)

2/ get the best present for fren to celebrate her big 3 bdae~ .. :D *save save save up!!** (actually thought of giving Min Sis a different bdae, eg loan a 2door car, book MBS/RWS hotel and have fun for the day as tourist but since we gg HK, we shall have the celebration there!) - should be getting a LV bag for her work and if money allows for more, a name card holder to go along! heheh

3/ do lazik - still considering cos my degree have not stablise..

4/ do braces - Dr Mavis suggested that i do only if i have extra money time..if not, no need for it.

5/ rebond / perm hair? - rebonded my hair last year in Oct 11, not sure if i will have the courage to perm my hair..haha

6/ fren will be happy when with me - She should be happy with me for the time being, heheh..hope i dun irritate her or make her angry. :P

7/ good health to my parents, myself, my sis, bro and fren - i'm praying for their good health and well being everyday, added Min sis into my list too!

8/ promoted or progression to doing sales in Gaven's team - no promotion, but am happy that i got a rating 2 for 2011 GPM! should be moving over to Gaven's team in april as BDM..excited yet scared that i wont be able to perform.I must stay focus and determined.

Oh ya..accomplised something that i'm so proud of myself!

We (shue, yapi, min sis and myself) completed a 30KM night cycling event! within 2hrs! (to be exact, i have timed, its 1hr n 50mins) heheh :D

I wouldnt have done it without min sis there to look out for me and encouraging me! shes a motivator by nature, thus i have full confidence she will do extremely well in her new role now!

Thats all for myself!

Am happy at the moment, except that work turns for a worse. I need to support 8-9 RMs now?! m sure the BDM position came along w a purpose..i will take whatever comes along and decide.

Come what may..

Jeppy has been promoted to AVP..:\ how can that be possible right?! i mentioned before that if she got promoted with that kind of work performance, i would leave. However, since there is a BDM position for me,i will try that out 1st.I'm hoping everything will turn out well! for Min sis and myself!

Jia you

M actually hoping that Ber will be able to help her..pray that Ber has a broader mind, aids her in her career progression.If cant help, at least don't be a hinder.
Praying and hoping that Mama, Papa and everyone in my family has good health, stay safe and happy.

Hoping that work goes smoothly, the way we want it.

Hoping and praying for world peace..Thanks!

Updates for 2nd part of 2011

Places we went to for year 2011:
1/ Batam in Jan
2/ Bangkok in March
3/ Malacca in Apr
4/ Taiwan in July
5/ Malacca Cruise in Sep
6/ Bali in Nov
7/ Pulua Ubin in Dec

More to come in year 2012! with only U! **u know who u r**
list: HK, TW, Aust, Korea, nearby countries ... ... :)

Gossips/ Hot News:
1/ I'm still with HSBC (5th yr) with Msia team as SRM.. :S
2/ Jiejie is now happily married as Mrs Lim staying at Yao Wang's plc! :) Blissful~ <3
3/ Ah Ber is also married as Mrs Sem staying w SJ..her baby will most probably pop out in Apr 2012..take carez~
4/ Jeanette has approached fren and poaching her over next year..Jia you fren! i'm sure you can do a fantastic job! have faith n confidence in yourself! u hv my supports as always always~
5/ Sa Sa is getting married this year too! Congratz!

Wishlist for next year:
1/ travel to places we never go before
2/ get the best present for fren to celebrate her big 3 bdae~ .. :D *save save save up!!**
3/ do lazik
4/ do braces
5/ rebond / perm hair?
6/ fren will be happy when with me
7/ good health to my parents, myself, my sis, bro and fren
8/ promoted or progression to doing sales in Gaven's team

ALL THE BEST FOR YEAR 2012 FOR MY DEAREST FAMILY AND FREN!!

The past 6mths updates

Its a brand new year 2011 already!

Woah..how time flies!
Alot to update..but maybe i can only list them down..
After our Genting trip since Sept 2010,

11 Oct
- we went MTV w Mary, Nur n Fren! at Clementi K Box..we sang alot of english song! haa..FUN~
24 Oct
- took our family portrait today! excited..after a very very long wait of 8yrs for Jie Jie and 4yrs for me?haa..Nice pics taken though..1st time experience w the whole family!
26 Oct
- dinner w CBT (carebear Tongz) after so long.afterwhich, we started to meet more often le..
29 Oct
- HIT award..cant rem whats this event le but shld be at Indoor stadium w Fren only. :)
1 Nov
- finally passed my M5..thx fren! for acc me study during wkends! so happie tt i finally passed it! heh :D
13 Nov
- we went Monica for tarot reading..was kinds scary experience for me.
Was not feelin well that day + kena look thru.. = scary + scary.
I rem i broke down in tears for no reason..jus v emo..hopefully gd things come true, bad things shoo shoo!
haha
-We went to Eileen's house warming after that at Sengkang..damn far.but played board games w the rest.Fun as well.Boardgames started to be in e trend eh?
26 Nov
- Fren came to lunch w me! Think we lunch at The Ship! hee..i rem le..
Nice..
11 Dec
- 3 of us went for play - Crazy Christmas at National Library.Nearly missed it cos we happily thot the play is at the usual place Esplanade when we realised its at another venue like 20mins before it started?!? haa..rem it till nw..Heng ka siow..lolx.
16 Dec
- failed my M9.. :(
18 Dec
- X'mas party at Ber's plc..Pyjamas party as usual! hee..
We had fun, played board games (see, the in thing at tt time) and present exchange!! Mary bought Elmo! (pink) for me..hee, my sweet angel! n i gt a LEMON luggage tag with Chip and Dale pic on it fr my dear fren..Merry Christmas in adv! Ho HO oH!~
24 Dec
- Mr Ang drove us in to Msia-Muar-Wen Miow's hse for x'mas celebration!
1st time experience..stayed over.hee
31 Dec
- fell sick again
Dinner gathering at IMM Crystal Jade with Ber, Minghui and Fren for steamboat buffet.
Ok only..Shue n frens were there too..followed us i think.Hmmph.haa!
Afterwhich, we went Trade Hub Mac for board games till 2am?
Seqence..nice!
15 Jan
- HEBE music concert at Resort World Sentosa!
Mr Ang drove us in..Fren's 1st time stepping into RWS! hee..Can see she was very excited to see her idol..so up close some more! hee..
16 Jan
- went to Novena sq to Q up for Hebe's autograph session early in e morning!
haa..can't be more crazy den this le over idols..
Tired and i rem i grumbled alot..but all for my Fren! i love her n wldnt wana disappoint her..sorry if u r pissed by my non stop grumbles..i can be a nuisance if i dun hv enough slp but, u know i will do it for u.hee
thx for pushin me for extra mile..heheh :) muack*
Sent Hebe off to beijing the same nite..MC on Monday..haA!
22 Jan
- Went Batam w CBT!
25 Jan
- Dinner w Adrian and Geni..
29 Jan
- BBQ at Safra Jurong, organised by Minghui, co-organised by my fren! FUN! n yummy!
Fine dining style..heh
3 Feb
- Happy CNY!! Huat ar!!~
We received money / chq fr each other and we banked it in at DBS Bank Grand that night before our movie! HUAT Ar!!
heheheh..
12 Feb
- reunion dinner at fren's plc w bro family. :)
16 Feb
- fren came by town to lunch w me! yippee!!
we went Canto for lunch..yummy too! cos of company..hee
18 Feb
1st lunch w fren at her work plc! not realli work plc la..but at sembawang mall there! hee so happy..had Simply Thai..den we shopped awhile at NTUC..nice nice. So sorry, not much chance to lunch w her during workdays de..one of the 2 for this..paiseh fren..but i love any moment of it!
19 Feb
- Went to Yapi's plc and tried her yummy Muffin Pop that day..hee
Yummy!
21 Feb
- Relaxing Sun w Fren! went Sunset way for Daily Scoop's waffle and brownie..hee
25 Feb
- we took leave and went NATAS fair for the 1st time..nearly bought a package to HK! nearly..nvm..nex yr ba..hee
26 Feb
- we went USS with Shue, Yapi and Fren today! FUN! i took alot of rides..scary rides..din know i dare to take..thx to fren again for encouraging me..! u r my strength! woahaha! true true..gee
but a pity at tt time tt Ber din join..hmm..fated i guess.
12 Mar
- Pinic at East Coast Park w Shue, Yapi and fren..
Not bad experience..haa.
17-19 Mar
- BKK Trip w Ber n Fren!
V shiok weather..freezing cold actually! nvr before, in BKK?!?!
Shopped till we dropped again..haha.old le..but bought alot of stuffs! nice..
hee..i wld love to go back again.. :D aawwww....
- Mama went for her Cataract Surgery..on her way to speedy recovery le!
Hope Mama n Papa healthy healthy de ok?happy happy too everyday! Pray*
24 Mar
- met Fren and Lisa for Pastamania dinner! chit chat..hee.Lisa is so cute..n funny!
1 Apr
- Rehearsal at indoor stadium w Ella! cant belive it! lolx
2 Apr
- At stage performing w Ella at E-Music Award!! hahaha..
8 Apr
- Gathered for dinner at West Coast plaza for curry fish head in celebration of Fren's bdae!
Nur and daughter n sis- Dina, Mary, Sol, Lisa, Ber and Me. :) of cos Fren!!
haa..Happy Birthday in advance!
9-10 Apr
- only both of us! hee..on our way to Melaka!
nice relaxing place! took pic like a true blue tourists! hahah..nice cosy hotel! Equatorial Hotel!4 stars hor! dun play play! haa..Happy happy!
11 Apr
- Bdae celebration w Shue, Yapi and Ting Ting!
Had buffet lunch at Sheraton Tower, followed by KTV at Cineleisure.Dinner at 818 w full force CBT!
Hope u enjoyed yourself fren! love u always! Muack***
16 Apr
- Dinner at AMK Crab stall w JW.. :D
Dun so stress up JW..ur love fate will come de!
jia you all!
17 Apr
- Dinner to celebrate Papa's bdae at Revolving Tower Prima near Vivocity!
hee..
22 Apr
- watched 881 musical play..nt too bad.
Went Bugis shop after that,,relaxing.
23 Apr
- met Bregitte, Mary and Sol at PS mrt stn for late lunch, followed by JW at Whampoo there for Fishhead Steamboat for dinner.

A very quick sum up of what has had happened for past 6mths!
Many more happy mths to come!
小人pls get away from our life..

We mus start to save up and earn big bucks sn! Nex year to Europe!
This year m looking forward to July cos, my sis's getting married! Me gg TW! yea! n Mama's bdae..hee :D
Love love love!!

Happy Posts~ :)

哇，我好久没blog了！
从台湾回来已有两个月多了！we had lotsa fun in our TAIWAN Trip!
The full 8days are very fruitful!
HJM stayed in same hotel - TS HOTEL with us too..heheh
Too bad din manage to take any pics together..
We din manage to bump into any of the SHE too..but, we went to places that they went to..hee
Happy! *pics pls refer to Mien's Facebook*

回新之后，我们也各自买了i Phone! :D
开心。。 fren 也换了新工。在woodlands..
看得出她还是比较喜欢RS..她的朋友都在那吧。。
希望things will get better for her here.. :)
Be positive, 加油加油fren!

哦，我们之间有去云顶三日游！
Tried alot of stuffs..heh.
we went to the Amusement Park!
and we took 4-5rides!! lol..
i din know i dare to take all these! n i enjoyed myself..thanks to my fren..mus be under the influence of her..hee~ yeah! happy for myself..enjoyed the short trip before the start of her new job.. :D

Tired le..nex time den..Gd Nite everyone! :D

*fren..pls be happy everyday..we'll look after each other till we grow old n die..
no worries de..i'll tke care of u..cos u r my dearest fren.. hugz*

生命重要的朋友

给：我生命中一位最重要的朋友，

谢谢你的一切。
因为遇见与认识你，让我感受到生命的完整。
As always, i feel proud and happy to have you my fren..thanks~

你一辈子的朋友

只要。 。 开心。。

好久没看到那个白白臭臭的。。好想念它。
sniff sniff sniff..gg crazy soon le..
ah boi 你还好吗？有想想我吗？
sniff sniff sniff...

最近好像不是很好。。我的朋友也好不开心。。。
我好担心，但我想她不会要我这样为她担心。
她自己一个人能承担吗？
我好想帮她。。因为我要我的朋友开心。
我也不想3个人的友情有什么变化，但如果实事是这个样，我会always be there for her to support her 的，to tide her through the rough patches if any..

我只想单纯的要她开心，我只想做她一辈子的朋友。
希望我们不要在有争吵了。。

Hope we will have more luck, better luck..must find a better and higher pay job soon!
I wana go Taiwan, Australia, alot of places!! together with you and with my family..hee~

*pray*

Welcoming Chinese (TIGER) New Year!

Its the 4th, nope already the 5th day of CNY!!~~~ time passes so fast!

To think i was still very happy preparing and awaiting for new year day to arrive..haha

Reunion dinner as usual, at ah Gong's plc..used to calling it this way already though ah Gong already in heaven..

Was at my fren's plc the nite before, recalling y..

oh ya, went JP and stayed at Starbuck till 12mn+!

then i took the wheels and brought them all home..one by one..den me n mimi lim..heh

happie~

my mama woke me up early in e morning, 8am + i tink..

she told me we need to go off at 1030am!!

i took off fr her plc arnd 9am +..and ended up, i forgotten my mama has got rubber timing too..we reached ah Gong's plc oni arnd 12+..haha

stayed till 2pm+ den i had my 1st meal of the day, with my uncles and 2nd auntie.

not too bad...nothin surprising this yr..haha

Spent the nite at home w my family, happy that we are all together..love the warmth..

it'll be even better if my fren is arnd.. :D

But am happie to get my angbaos fr mama and papa, and of cos their blessings..hee..^

Day 1

woke up quite early tdy..getting all excited to start the day..heh

had a very gd slp, and woke up feelin happy and lucky!

haha.,.did i say lucky?yes..n i thought of this CNY game which i came up myself and played w my fren..we have to tink of 4 chines words, cheng yu and whoever say it, earns $1!! haha..not bad..for a start, but towards the end, i'm left w jus my pants on me..hhahaahaLOL!!

Its Valentine day as well..and as usual, my sweetest fren cum sis will not let me feel lonely..

we watched Valentine Day on that day, w Ber,Sol and Mary..

its a nice movie, sweet..

I was dressed in rocker style..red singlet,long black vest and black leather bag..ha!

Day 2

i reached home quite late, cos yest nite after movie at CCK, we went to CoffeeBean at RailMall to yak yak abit..hee

Slept till 12plus though, got all ready, dressed, den my uncles said they are not comin, so i rested at home, napped again till 5pm.

My fren came over to fetch me, to have dinner at Swensen/IMM, den heads toward KTV-Partyworld!!

Just the 2 of us!! whooT~ i thought, we wont stay till all 4hrs..hah

im so WRONG la!! haha..not enough time actually!!!!

We sang alot of songs...AMIT's songs, SHE's, Tanya's for fren, Rainie's for me...

We got so HOT singing AMIT's new songs that we stood on the sofa and sang real LOUD, Offskeys..who CARES!! hahah..

We are so ENJOYING ourselves can?! haha..and she is like my IDOL!! I'm attending my fren's concert!! whee~~

Unforgettable!!

Dress in white dress with leggings..

Day 3

Stayed over at fren's plc, so morning i was greeted by alot alot of her relatives (mother side).!

Whee..took a few ang baos..hahah!

Went to Sunset Way, den to Holland V in hope of getting Daily Scoop's ice cream but in the end, we bought Venecia from 6th Avenue..

Sol had a small party/gathering for us all at her plc..she cooked pasta, and a few other stuffs which is not bad..

at least she can cook, i cant.. :S

Stayed till 8pm cos we watched a movie - The Blindside,,nice movie too!

Afterwhich, we went to fren's plc again for the New Year goodies!! yummy yum!!

Day 4

Back to reality,,work~ :(

strange the road was real empty..guess alot of pple still on leave..shiok for them..

i worked like hell manz..unhappy la.

but nite time i still managed to go off at 6.15pm, took 502 to IMM and as the roads are kinda clear, it took jus 30mins for me to reach IMM! which is arnd 650pm..RECORD!!!

haha..happy,,but dunno y not much appetite, ate abit oni at Iciban.. :S

Went to fren's plc after bringing Ber home and pumping fuel..

her Winnie auntie is there,,,i got myself another Ang Bao!

hahah..

Big News..!! **Cant tell**

But i feel and felt happy, cos im part of the family..part of her family..

Yest nite before i slept, i jus flicked thru my calendar in search of when i got to be part of her family..the day is 18/11/07. happie~

Tink she is troubled over Ber's troubling words as well..

hope the 'clouds' will clear soon and rainbow will start revealing itself!!

Yawn~~ tired after the whole day..started too early for me le..

M gg to slp now..updates coming up soon!~

Hope this will be a smooth year for me, good health to both my parents and everyone arnd me..

Hope everyone will be happy thru out the year!! Huat Ar!!

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Go take a look!
U'll definately fall in love w the 2 cute white things..hahah
Same as loving that smelly white thing..*Woof Woof* hee.*wink*

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Updates

It seems like i have been MIA for quite some time here..heehee..
Kept buzy w alot of stuffs actually..

After Ber's dad passed away shortly after we came back from our yearly BKK trip, i have been keeping my fren company during weekends.
That's bcos Ber is not supposed to go to anyone's house/home for next 100days..

Well, i tried to keep my wkends off, so that i can dawn over at her plc.
We did alot of things, watch alot of movies, dramas, played games, PSP blah blah blah..

Seems like there is not enough time for us to still haha..

Gotta very demoralised over work recently as well..for both fren and me..

Her: Bosses dun seems to appreciate her effort and capability..dissappointments everywhere and like everyday for her.. *jeez..**

Me: Just very sick of work, and my officer S****Y.
Dunno y, sometimes jus feel like she is getting on my nerves.!! well, maybe she feels the same way towards me too..hahah LOL*

I actually applied for alot of positions within HSBC during this period of time..
1st: PCM Client Service Assistant Manager
2nd: Offshore Client Service Associate
3rd: Onshore Premier Service Manager

Went for all 3 interviews.
1st one's out, 2nd and 3rd, praying i'll stand abit of chance..pls pls..
but on the other hand, shucks, cos i'll b getting a $500 paycut!! *sob sob*

Dilemna!!! somebody help me!!
But i tink i shldn't be shortsighted...mus tink far and look at the whole picture..
i need progression!! mus get out of HSBC CCTR soon!!! by tis yr..yes by THIS YEAR!!
This shall b my aim! **JIA YOU**!!

Aim for my fren: before National Day 9 Aug 09, she mus send resumes, go for interviews test market and find a chance to speak to her big boss S****N
She mus do something inorder to have a firm decision soon..cant drag any longer le..!
Jia You too fren!!

HapPy BiRThDaY FrEN!!!

I wana post some photos..realli excited cos this BKK trip is meant to celebrate my Fren's BDAE.. It's oso the 10th BDAE i've celebrated w her.. Woah~ How time flies!! hahah...

Haven gt much 灵感 for her present.. In e end i got her a key chain..from AGNES B. :)

The Packaging
Opening the Box

Heh..hope she likes it..!! ;)

Anyway this is not the actual present for her la..Cos we already agreed to get her a new specs lo..Just that she haven gt the time to look around for it nia~

heh..i realli hope we will enjoy this upcomin trip and have a wonderful time!! Full 6days! whee!!!

away from work, away from SG!! yeah!!

HapPY bIRthDaY fREn!!

Random weird thoughts, Him or Her..

If you were given a chance to choose, would you like to be a guy or a gal in your next life??

I think i would like to be a guy..even though being a guy needs to go through much more hardships, but it's worth while.. especially for the gal you love..

I would like to give my all to provide her the best that i could, to love her forever..

I just love the thought of working hard for her sake.. to build a family together..to see her smile everyday..

Which would you choose??
ps: i'll be ur bestest fren forever, love ya.

Agyness Dean, what i'm aiming.. :P

Love Agyness Dean..

She's just too cool..can i ever be like her?

woah..simply too cool..especially her hairstyle and color..
Da Rite Kinda Attitude!!!! *-*

Gonna plan my money and time well..

Gonna slim down before CNY

Gonna save enough for my wishlist

Gonna do alot of stuffs...

Gotta be focus, steady, happy..

We'll be able to do it ya fren, Jia you together!!

FM SHE

FM SHE!!!

Finally long awaited 11th album is here!!

Tune in to their FM radio channel by clicking on the Title ~ FM SHE!!

Love SHE forever!!

FINO~BKK

My HJM bought herself a new transportation recently, check it out!! :
She bought the PINK one!! Damn AA lar!! but realli striking!! n v chio!!
I like the one in retro orange..coolz!!
When will i get the chance to buy it?? Hmmm..

Saw alot of modified FINO when i went BKK early this year..
It looks almost on par with Vespa already!!

Suddenly i'm reminded of my 2nd trip to BKK this yr with my dear fren and Ber..haa.
Waiting for the photos so i can do a full post with pics!! *-*

Looking forward to next trip again..hahaa..
I dun mind going KL or Bintan again..anyone interested??!!??Hur hur??