My kind of frenship,kinship

If u think telling me u hate me or telling others u hate me is going to make me go away from your life, u r wrong! YES I'm upset that u treated me this way, treated our frenship jus this way. It means nothing to you when compared to your love. I will accept this fact that you think this way but hell, I Will NOT leave u! I'll be here for u regardless what happen. No matter how much I don't concur with your thinking and doings sometimes, how much I feel you treated me shabbily at times readily to discard, I think I will still standby you, supporting you and catching you when you fall. Anytime when you needed me. This is maybe what you refer as frenship, kinship. There's no temp thing.. So stop telling me it's only temp. It's either u do it or u don't. U want or you don't. U can make changes or u can't. I came w a pure n simple heart accepting u as my bestest Fren, my dear sis. I'm sure u too. Pls dun forget this..it's a lifetime promise. I sincerely hope for the best for u.

Firm

At times I really wish you would stand strong and firm and fight for what we believed in.. That we are nothing but purely sisters n best frens only.. But u didn't. U let everything fall, u Lose focus and u shut me out fr ur life.. Trying to prove to her that u can do without me. That she is most impt to u. Wats there to prove in e 1st place when it has always been like this? Why mus u make changes and in the end makes everything so messy? Why didn't u stand firm n convince her it's not the case again? What happened to u halfway? Where's e u I know? If u cld do this to someone who u 口口声声says it's ur best bud for more than 10yrs, how can another person place completely trust in u? Maybe I'm the naive one.. I dunno how's it's like n how crazy it is to fall in love. All I know it's love have taken over ur mind n u r crazy.. I'm crazy too cos of u..

how to be ur good fren

I really dunno what I've done wrong.. Y r u treating me this way. I jus wan to be ur Fren ur sis. Why Izit so hard? U mus be thinking I'm more of a trouble n nuisance to u now that's y u r shutting me out fr ur life. U need her more than me..of cos.That's y u r not contacting me anymore. Just like this? What happened? I refused to accept that this might be the reason. Cos I know u r not like this. I know u. U must be havin a hard time too. But u simply can't have me n her together  in your life thus u need to make a choice. What happened to what you said when u told me to trust n believe you. That you will make this work? What happen to me oso? Jus 3 days n I'm flustered n worried you might really leave me le.. What happened to me too? Why m I feeling scared and worried? Y?

I cannot think right and cannot focus. My life is in a mess now. I always know if you were to leave me 1 day I'll go crazy. I really m going to now. Pls can you at least tell me I'm just worrying myself? I jus need to give you time off to settle your prob w her. For her to trust you. For her to feel she is your most impt person. I dun need to be your most impt person in your life. I never feel I'll be the one. I jus wana be there for you during your sad and happy moments. Maybe not Everytime but at least you will share w me part of your life. I jus wana be your sis n Fren for life. To be with you in your life journey. Not missing out in any of the stages growing old w u.Not just havin frens n sis in title only. I'm feeling v upset n confused. I dunno y u can jus do that. Jus ignoring me totally out of the blue. How did u do that? Teach me.. I would not be feeling this way If I can do half as good as u. Pls can u tell me ur plans? I will try my best to accommodate. But I need time. Pls bear w me. U know I'll do anything for u but I need more time n I need ur assurance.i can't do this all alone.. Not when I hv so many doubts. Pls I beg u not to leave me. I can't live without u I swear. I hate to see u unhappy. But y m I always the one who brings u unhappiness? Is there nothing u r happy w me about? I thought of what u r doing now is only temp.. But I'm afraid ull get used n not want me anymore. How can i not feel this way?Can u do better den me? This is not how frens Shld b n behave.. I'm not sure how but if we are unhappy, I dun tink it's right. Pls talk to me soon. We need to talk. I'm sure we can work things out. Pls Fren.. Dun leave me this way.. This is not the 1st time u've ignored me. It happened years back when u ignored me for 3nths +. I know u were angry w me then.. But I never knew what it was over.. Now it's happening again n the scary part is, I dun even know if u r unhappy w me or jus dun feel like havin me in ur Fren list anymore. I Need some enlightenment fren. Pls help me..U can do without me anytime i know..i cant.

Trust, believing you

U gave me ur trust, i gave you mine too.This is only temporary..i must support and help you in your quest to win another person's trust..i believe i can do it.I believe you when you say you will not leave me, will not allow me to leave your life.I believe you when you say alot of things we can still do, just that frequency reduced, but will not be totally removed..I believe you when you say you are trying your best to make everything work, i really do. I believe you, cos you are my fren, my mimi lim.I believe everything you said and trust you. You are ignoring me now cos its the best thing to do inorder to win her trust for you. This is only temporary..i will hold on for you.I will adapt for you.I will believe for you.I will do anything for you.We will be frens for life, sisters forever..please believe i can do it for you.i can do it.if you don't let go of me, i wont too.

Aries, my fren

【值得一生珍藏的星座 前五名】
第一名：白羊座
白羊座是最值得你珍惜的星座，白羊座總是能在你迷失的時候幫你找到自我，也許白羊座可能平時會花很多的時候在工作上，可是她的心卻一直有你，雖然沒有表現出來，但是她們的內心就像一團火一樣，在關注著你，如果你一遇到不開心，白羊座敏銳一下子就覺察到了。而且在工作上白羊座也能助你一臂之力，可謂是愛情和工作上最好的伴侶。

哈哈！

我一直以为我们想法一致一样，但现在好象不是了。我是妳的讨厌鬼。妳的绊脚石。你是这样想的。不是吗？我很可笑。😄哈哈

06012013

I did a v stupid thing today..n i dunno why i did it..
i feel v negative..v v negative. i dunno how to be positive..i jus wan you to be happy..n me to be happy.
y izit so difficult? haiz..i can accept whoever u love into my life..but teach me what to do if that person doesnt like me in ur life.. though v v negative, i still TRUST u. Cos u r my fren.. i'll be here for u no matter wat.
I need the assurance..pls tell me i can trust u always.