posts for this week 16-18.06.10

this week i attended 2 interviews.
1. Interview with CMC markets - Rick Ong
This interview was conducted after work, and it's a very fast and i would say, easy interview.
Before the interview ended, based on the qns the interviewer asked, i got a strong feeling they already want me..kinda desperate for pple i think..tt's y i oso dun care, asked for high pay! haha..
Nex wk shall see what the HR can offer me le..hehehes.. :D

2. Promotion interview with HSBC HR - Catherine Lee
A very nice and friendly lady..1st greeting from her and all my panicky feeling went away.
The interview went smoothly i would say, covering all areas.
Thanks to my fren's helps and advises..luck is with me i think..haha!
Hope i get good news from Boss next week.

160610
after interview, i went back office and saw Orchard flooded!
incredible sight..realli wat a sua ku i m actually..haha
but jus surprised that Orchard will be flooded~ :P

170610
today LNG, tummy pain..
den like easily mood swing..suddenly v unhappy liddat..dunno y.
hmm...originally planned to take mc tomorrow de..but suddenly like got alot of ku lu..
aiyah, jus take la..sian leh..think n think n think..so not like ME!!
:)

180610
Today is Ella's Birthday!!

Happy Birthday my Ella Baby!!
Though im unable to be with her, haha*, i wish her happiness always~
Love ya!

Of cos, i love my fren the most..hee~
:)

Nonsense~~

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Friday, January 15, 2010

if u happen to read this, don't question me.
sometimes, i feel that i shouldn't ask things that i want to know cos i dun have the right to.
sometimes, i feel it's easier for u to talk to others than to me.
sometimes, i wish that i wont have to taste disapointment.
sometimes, i jus have millions of thoughts jumping out at me.
Posted by ~ CATHERINE ~ at 10:43 PM 0 comments
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Happen to see this post from someone's blog..haha.

strange sia..sometimes i feel this way too..but i just dunno how to pen them down like how this blogger does..simple words and sentences..i just dunno how..

just know how to talk alot of nonsense, all not making senses, yet everytime making pple arnd me angry, upset and mistaking me.. :S

I'm sorry fren..for making you angry..but i really dun mean it..

I just hate it when i did things to make my fren unhappy..pls let me be the last to make her unhappy even if i cant make her happy.. **PRAY**

MC

I took my 1st MC today..after i moved on to Offshore.
Hmm..a sign that i'm tired~
Initially i only planned to take to take a break, still having second thoughts dunno whether should really take anot.
However after yesterday's dinner with Scott and friends, really kena indigestion, stomach pain..
This morning woke up with stomach upset, went LS..decided to stay home, see doc, take mc rest..
Things happen for a reason i guess..haha
Din regret my decision for the day..haha.had a really gd time/rest today.. :D

Feels lousy at work..dun really like the job context..
boring,meaningless, not something that i like..
counting down to next change of job..ARM..hope i dun need to wait 18mths for that..sigh~

i have thoughts and ideas, but they are always incomplete..
Thanks to my fren, for always completing what is always in my mind, my sentences, my thoughts..
Only w her help, i'm able to know what is really going on my mind.
haha..yes, i'm this lousy without her..
what is wrong w me..feels like dying..
i dreamt of my ah ma again this morning..i saw her, but she claimed she's not her..
i see her, its her..i couldnt b mistaken..or could it be a sign that i'm losing my memory..my memory of her..??
i wouldnt want that to happen..what is happening to me?my brain seems nt able to function very well these days..im seriously worried..

i know im feelin this way, this anxiety over nothing and mood swing all becos of the stupid monthly affairs..hope this feelin will go away soon.

all is gd all is gd all is gd all is gd all is going to be fine..

1st day at OBC~

Today is my 1st day at OBC!! :)
not really that excited abt it...hmm.dunno leh.
Mayb only 1 day..so no feelin..dunno wat to expect.haa

Missed my colleagues in cctr alot..really..

hope everything will turn out well, exactly the way i wana it to be..

Jia You Ah Bing!!

刘力扬-寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云从来
快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我 也值得被关心

一双手 一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么 喊痛

漫长的寂寞 淹没我的难过
我的世界 是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候 让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待 消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我 也配被人在意

一个人 一直走
看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞 淹没我的难过
我的世界 是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候 让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待 消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没整个世界是沉默的漩涡有谁能陪我手牵着手出走带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求还有什么可以拥有把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁能让我相信被爱的理由

Regrets..sOrRy

I realli did it again..
I made her angry again..
I am best at making her angry i tink..
Why do i have to say those things??
I realli regretted that..
I shouldn't have said all those, made those silly comments..
I so fucking regret what i've done...

Can i go reverse time and go back to that day??
I swear i won't do the same thing le..
I missed out too much these days..
I missed her too much le...

I'm sorry fren..once again..I'm sorry..

Hope everything will be fine soon..i wana go BKK w u on a v v happy mode/mood de.. :(

Yesterday, Clementi..

So tired..started my 2nd week's midnight shift..

Even though calls were lesser as compared to usual thursday night, but i still feel so tired..

Badminton couldn't be the culprit, cos yesterday only managed to play for less than 30mins..due to the stupid jam fr my busstop to clementi..so bad till the whole journey took 45mins?!Can u imagine how bad the JAM is?!?!

But as compared to my fren, this is nothing le.She was trapped in PIE jam for near to 1.5hrs lo!!

In e end, she din manage to play badminton at all..we had dinner together though, at clementi.

It's been such a long time since we last stepped our foot together in Clementi.

Still rem last time, we used to go clementi like almost every evening..dun ask y..

It used to be our 'fave' hunt ba..hahah

I went clementi again earlier on, alone..to pay for next badminton session, and to see someone..

So much difference, looks more haggard..

Fren, i'm not kidding u de..really more haggard and tired..mus be leading an unhappy life la.. tsk tsk tsk

Kz..enough of my CSI stuffs..hahah

Tomorrow i'm going SHOPPING again..wana get myself a sports bag..my fren needs to get a shoes and matching top..looking forward!!yea yea!!

Hmm..should i let u know about the existence of this blog?comtemplating..

not that i've anything to hide from you fren, just that i feel abit weird if i know frens that i know will be reading what i'm writing..hmm..dilemna..

Wandering

these days i've been thinkin hard,
realli hard,

no, realli hard?
yes, realli hard.

My Name

What Low Hwi Ping Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?