不开心的第七天。。。

I'm feeling so unhappy...unhappy about alot of stuffs..
The problem lies with me..
I'm sorry to upset my dearest fren

Yr 2009, Ox year~CNY

Happy Chinese Year to all!!

This is the year of Ox..gosh ~ i'm this old le..

They say year of Ox isnt very good, as per past experiences from the seniors..i cant help but agree too..

I created some stupid stunts, or to say, i did somethin really dumb to irritate my fren again..y m i doin so??i dunno myself..i jus feel so dumb n stupid..i cant believe i made her angry again..

for that instance, i felt like killing myself..each time i made her this angry, i realli feel like dying..

sometimes i jus dun understand, y your tolerance to me is so limited..

but actually its the other way round..the truth is, u r being very great, being my fren for so many yrs, giving in to me time n time again..putting up with my nonsense years after years..

sometimes i cant stand myself too..i feel so shameless to ask for her forgivesness for the umpteen times..but i jus cant help it too..i really need her as my fren..i cant lose her..she's my Only Fren..

if u ever get the chance to see this post fren, i sincerely wld like to apologise for all the bad things i've done to you, the worst senarios i've put u in, the kind of exasperation i've given you..i'm shameful, but i really can go on with the list..sigh~

thanks for putting up w me...i promise i will do my best not to do all these again..

the last thing i wld wana do is to lose u, to make u angry w me again..i swear i wun do it anymore..

i realli hope she will give me another chance..i wan her as my fren for life de..till e day we grow old and die..

i'm thankful for the kind soul i met on the way too, for the things she did, to try to make us patch up.

you wun know im refering to u, but i'll rem wat u've done for me gal..i'll rem and will ret u the favour..will doubled the favours ..truly grateful to u..

this year realli din start off nicely for me..same as per 4-5 years back ba..

but i have faith in u fren..not that im taking you for granted, taking oour frenship for granted..

i know u like to b fren w me too..jus tt im way too disappointing le..i knew that myself..

sorry fren.

give me a chance, i'll treasure this chance.

pls almightly gods, pls help me this time too..i really need all your blessings..

HAPPY 2009

HAPPY 2009!!!

A year past just like this, so fast..

Spent my X-Mas at fren's place, together with Ber..

Guess what i've got for X-mas from them? It's really a surprised..haha!

We went shopping a week before X-Mas together.

She asked if one of the Polo Ralph bag is nice and i thought she's getting that for Ber.

Afterwhich, she hinted that she do not have much budget for my prezzie..nvm i thought cos she is already the best present i've gotten since year 1999..hahah

On X-Mas day itself, we cooked our own X-Mas dinner..(actu most of the job done by Ber and Fren..sponsored by Ber..)

Yum yum!! look at the photos..hee

After dinner, we continue with our drama- Il Ji Mae..Very nice show..i simply love Lee Jun Kee who acted Il Ji Mae in the show!!hahaha..

She was so excited that when the clock struck 12, she passed me the green x-mas sock and wished me Merry X-Mas!

Hahah..inside is actu a bottle of bird nest!! hahah...so cute!I really thought that's my X-Mas present my fren got for me tis yr..u know y??cos my fren has been planning for this surprise moment lo..

She started to tell me weeks/days before X-Mas that she has tight budget and that i seems not interested in the gifts she intends to get for me..

I know she has spent quite a fair bit for these few months, so i'm not surprised if she gt me jus the Bird Nest..at least she knew wat i like leh~

However after i opened the X-Mas socks, she proceeded to present me my actual present, the Polo Ralph bag..hee.

So happy!

The moment i got it, i thought to myself, oh my, why is the bag so heavy. Is there a need to put such heavy stuffings in the bag..

It took me at least 5-10mins before i realised what's hidden inside the bag..more and more Bird Nests bottles!!

hahah..thanks so much for the wonderful surprises..Thanks Fren!

Really love it, really appreciate the effort!!haha..

I hope both Ber and Fren is happy with the present i got for them..

A red color LongChamp bag (which she changed to dark brown after her sis got the same design and color as her.. :S)

A red PSP Slim Lite..(fully modified)

This year's X-Mas is fun and heart warming.. even though we did not really plan anything much, but i guess the company matters alot..

Thanks for celebrating X-Mas with me fren..looking forward to the 10th celebration together..

hee..

As for New Year, we went shopping in orchard, had zi char, (BBQ Stingray, Black Pepper Crab, Soup, Chilli KangKong, Sotong YouTiao and created a blackie 'ELMO',hahah) count down in her car, and stayed over her place again..

This is what i call Simple Joy..